The Journey

i run and run all night and i get there before morning comes around. i enter the clearing trying to be quiet and then i fall asleep by the big tree but i don't go into the den i stay outside thinking how will she forgive me now after this and i hum a tune my mother taught me when she was sad before finally falling asleep

i walk home... noises echoing in my head... thoughts running through my head...

i get home and realize that snow wasn't coming home tonight... i sigh and fall asleep

nothing happened so i grew more angry and without realizing it i had turned around and was heading for Destiny's terrotory and then i heard little noises so i grew quiet and walked up the hill when i knew it was no use and so i howled a howl unlike any other i howled before thats when i realized how dark it was and thought i better get home but what if she's still mad when all of a sudden i heard a snarl and i said alright hold on ok im lost destiny or her boyfriend or who every you are and i need a place to rest for to night and when morning comes i will leave and they stand up and snarl fine but when i wake up you better be gone i nod then i run off towards my home

i walk around and wander around then realize how late it was so i fall asleep.

i dream of destiny lying in a den with koda taking care of some lone wolves pups... they were left alone

i wake up arabian mummers in my head: thats why she left...

i mutter: then why couldn't she have just said so...

as i followed it i knew that i was being watched then finally i grew tired of waiting for something to happen so i barked loudly come on out and show your self im tired of waiting and i have nothing better to do and my mate's mad at me so im really in a mood to fight

cyan lies in the den back at her corner and i go to my cliff that over looks my old home...

i mutter: arabian what did i do to deserve this...

arabian's voice sounds in my head: she will be fine crystal... you didn't do anything... you'll see

i shrug and walk off into the tree's following the sound of running water and i find my self at a litte river and i turn and see that it leads into Destiny's territory so i decide to take a chance and i follow it on my side of the territory and follow it to where it leads

i growl loudly: don't talk to me right now

cyan looks at snow showing a bit of anger in her gaze and turns towards the den

i turn around and freeze and say uh what are you doing here?

destiny and koda ignore snow and just walk into the depths of the territory.

i walk over to the border and see snow facing koda and destiny cyan behind me

i laugh then walk off but not before saying i knew it you two are cowards man i would love to see something to happen to one of you two if it would make them see the truth in what i say. i laugh as i walk off they really are cowards.

koda snarls and destiny growls at him: hush it!

destiny says: im fine with it and i have always known cyan has talent. and we've been fine without him. so no i don't know.

*destiny and koda walk off*

*i lick cyan behind the ear and walk outside the den cyan gets up and follows me*

i stay outside getting wet when i hear faint howl and i get up and go to were the border is and i see Destiny, and the other wolf but not his brother i laugh and say so hows it going for you now you must love having siblings who hate you don't you and to get beat up by Cyan now thats something and to see some one you care about fall so now you know how we feel when you left

i nod and walk over to cyan. i lie beside her and say: cyan... please just talk to me... i want to help...

cyan looks up at me and says: mom i'm sorry... i was attacked by them... i was outnumbered but i still won... i killed Mahek or whatever his name was... i hurt koda and destiny... i'm not mad but inside my heart is having a battle from right from wrong... what do i do...

i curl up around cyan and talk to her about it...

i look at Crystal and with my eyes say go talk to her i do it most of the time its your turn

cyan shrugs her shoulders and says: i don't want to talk about it...

*she walks into the den soaking and lies down alone shivering in the corner*

fine honey but please be right i walk over to her and sit down next to Crystal and i look over speak of the devil where have you been Cyan let me guess a bath in revenge

i don't know which way... snow cyan will be ok... she went a way only she knows and only she can fit trust me...

*cyan enters the clearing still reeking of blood but the blood gone from sight*

oh great this is not good now they will be looking for blood this is not going to be pretty which way did she go if they do start to come after her im not going to let them get to her before i do

i look down and say: i don't know... i saw her... blood drenching her paws and then she ran off....

i hear the last part she said and then i run back to the den and i shake off the rain once i entered the clearing and then i stop look at Crystal then say uh where's Cyan

destiny: like i said... there's no changing my mind... i know you guys wouldn't and wont believe this but i love you guys... i always will no matter stupid actions i might make...

*destiny walks off into the depths of her territory*

I walk home and sit outside the den as rain drenches my fur

but are you sure that it is the right way to follow it you could be following your calling but not the way to make it happen. and with that being said i leave making her wonder if what i said was true.

destiny says: your always telling us follow our hearts and they'll lead us the right way... well ow i'm following that and going my own way... im following my heart.. my calling...

cyan growls: I had to ok!

cyan runs off and i just look at the spots where she steped all her life... she was following the path she took the first time out of the den...

why are doing this to Ace, and Phoenix they never did anything bad to you they thought that you were the best now you have them so sad that all they do is nothing but sleep. is that what you wanted to happen them so sad that they do nothing but sleep? i mean come on we didn't raise you to be like this what changed.