The Journey

and we will i promise

i sigh: i have my doubts... but i know we will... we have to...

i look at cyan who limps over to me dragging her injured leg

i know you do, hey look at me we will pull through this.

no matter what...we can't hide the facts... but i want her here...

hey we haven't lost Destiny, Cyan will get better. I know you loved your sister very much. i accepted her as my cousin or sister don't know which, but she's in a better place now she doesn't have to live with the pain and angoy.

i sigh: theres nothing worse then this... first we lost destiny... i hurt cyan permanatly... now her...

I get up and walk over to Crystal after seeing the pain and sadness in her eyes and seeing Cherokee and Avery with her then walk away. I say im sorry Crystal i really am i know she ment a lot to you.
(sorry i haven't been on lately i have been busy with homework but i missed you so much i feel like a bomb going off )

cyan just looks at me showing nothing in her eyes.
i mutter to Cherokee and Avery and they walk away.

my eyes close but after what seemed like a second I cough and it seems like life came back to me...

i croak weakly: cherokee and avery can u please come to my family with me... i need support....

they nod and they support me feeling pains in every part of my body

they help me home and i soon arive cyans eyes falling on me

i lay down cuz of the pain but i know like always it will go away for a while then it always come back. i know and feel that something went wring but i trust her enough not to run to her.

i cry: cyan!

i fall to the ground wishing the world around me would disappear.

my eyes turn a blood red and I snarl in a voice i recognize but not my own: this is enough.

i feel part of my life seem to slip away and i stagger falling to the ground... i moan: why... why is this my life...

i go to the kids when i feel a sharp pain in my side from when i fell but i move on not caring about the pain. i get to them and see that they are doing fine

i nod and start to walk off trying t keep a calm attitude.

i arrive at cyans den many miles off and see the fire reached here... but worse then where we were... the smell of death hanging in the air... I rumage through the dead ruins and i stop freezing. sudenly i felt the whole world dissapear from under my feet

I saw only Cherokee and his father Avery standing gaurd fighting anything that passed when their eyes fall on my the come over and try to comfort me

ok go don't worry the rest of us will be fine go my love.

(ok i'll be here)
I say: i'll be back... i need to find my sister... she's all i have left from my family... i need her to explain something...

(hey i will be back in half in hour)
i look up and say what are you thinking

i mutter: cyan... i need to find you...

i wrap myself around her and lay my head down.

i shrug my shoulders and i just look up thinking of cyan...

i ask if i can lay down with her

i say: we all know that's not what your really thinking...

i lie down and close my eyes

i lick her forehead and say are you sure? you could be hurt in the inside. never mind im just glad your okay.

i shrug my shoulders: i guess

i look into her eyes and say softly are you all right?

i look at snow