The Journey

i step closer and closer to her then finally i rub her head with mine

i get sucked into a daydream but then i snap out of it

i force myself to get up and go over to Crystal

i lie on a pock and just lie there tired... thinking... what did i just do? wat just happened?

i see Crystal coming home but im to sad to moveof the destuction of our home.

i sigh and my eye color goes back to normal and i limp home....

i look out towards the destoryed land and i know that it will all grow back soon. i wander over to the kids and ask if their ok.

i just stand there and look at ruined land next to once beautiful land.
a voice sounds in my head: crystal don't worry, it'll all grow back and things will be back to normal.... i promise...

then i wait for her to calm down and come back

i stop by a far gorge and look the anger starting to fade away slowly

when i got back i watch sadly as Crystal runs off... i never know what is going though her mind

i open my eyes my eyes glowing a blood red anger running through me... the need for payback my highest need... the wanting to destroy anything in my path... only cyan knew why this would happen and only she knew how to stop it... i couldn't control myself inside... i run off

i left where we were and look at all the dead things and thoug of how just a week ago they were pretty

destiny snorts: i choose what i want to do, you said once i chose im on my own.

destiny walks over to me.

my vision starts to blur again and i lie down by the river my scences blocked out again

fine it was my but we talked about and you thought that it was good. You know what your right you need to go help them so go and with that sayed i turn and walk away.

Destiny: wow wow wow wow wow wait a minute! since when was this my idea.and i wont do it if i don't want to. with all this i need to help koda and the youngsters

Destiny you don't have to do this if you don't what to. Im proud with who you are and if this makes you feel weird don't do it. It was your idea but you don't have to do this if you don't what to.

destiny shrugs: wateva can make her happy......

i look across the river at the ruined and burned forest... everything

i mutter: i failed u sis......

oh well i guess you don't get a speical prize from me which is a special gift thated i wanted to give you but i will.
Destiny i whisper you ready to ask her if you can visit sometimes maybe stay with us for a few days a week or every two weeks?

i grunt: im fine...

i stand up and walk off

ok but im going to sit here and not move a muslce till you feel better

i shake my head no.

(im still waiting there are some errors so i have to do it... again)

well at least your alive here have a rabbit
(i know it took a long time for me to download but i have it now

fine... i think...

(oh my gosh its so slow!)

(yea download it now)
i walk over to her and ask her how do you feel