The Journey

oh ok Cyan well go ahead and do what you were doing. just be careful.

no thanks i got a meal that i want

i say: lets just go home destiny...

well theres an elk over there if you what it.

cyan wakes up and yawns... thinking: eh their somewhere... prob walking... well ima go get some food... im starved!

Destiny says: crystal you can't keep running away from ur fears... u just can't...

i see that Destiny and Crystal are gone but i see cyan there so i go out there and lay with her

destiny and i watch flocks of birds fly by parents and there kids...

i go back into the den and lay down with the pups

we stop by a cliff that hangs over a river and i just look out,

i kill an elk and then i eat it

i nod... destiny and i walk... she talks to me about dispersing and i know whats on her mind...

i stay up there till i get hungery then i go and hunt

i stand up and go to a place for peace...

destiny: mom come with me please...

then i wake up and go to my special place and lay there and feel the warmth and my fur and as i go to that place i be very queit

their breathing slows and i know everyones sleeping but i lie awake till the sun rises

i wait and after a while i fall asleep

i whimper: i want that again to...

cyan curls up against me and destiny lies beside me her flank pressing against mine

i go to my cornor in the den and lay down and wait

i whimper:i never would but i know you guys don't believe me...

destiny mutters: i do... and so does cyan... we love you and want to see you happy again like the old time moons back... seeing you smile like when your eyes first set on us...

i love you but your making this diffiucft for us

i sigh and cyan comes over o me with destiny at her side.

cyan mutters: you do hate us don't you...

i mutter: i still and always will love you as i go into the den

i growl: whtever

i whisper:i care about you. im going inside the den to be with the pups.

i snarl: whatever see what i care!

i will stay out here forever in till you accept the fact that they need you