The Journey

destiny walks off to the border scent line cyan following behind

i walk back around the teritory and i sence destiny near with cyan

i shake my head laughing at the attmpt then i say ok boys gigs off she to good for it i snort at that ok now we wait to try again

destiny snorts: and thats supposed to scare/threaten me? yea right... that would be like jumping at sight of an ant...

they growl back louder and bigger but stay where they are

destiny turns to ace and phoenix... destiny growls at them then walks off

what i say im coming out for fresh air why do you think that im going to stop you cuz i won't

Destiny turns and growls cyan starts to speed up

i nod but i get up and the boys follow their sisters and so i go out and watch them

cyan shakes her head no and just walks out the den. destiny lifts her head and stands up and follows cyan...

i walk the long way home

i watch Destiny sleep(i think) and look over too the others and i ask them to come over and sleep with us

i loose my apitite so i carry them over to the old scent line between me and kaage's territory and i put it across the scent line and mutter: please watch over us... she needs you more then you think....

i turn and pad off to somewhere...

i take a nap curled up with Destiny just to comfont her

i carry a few fish home

i wrap my self around her giving her the comfort i could give her
(got to go i will rp when i get back)

destiny shrugs her shoulders and falls asleep.

i paw at the water and catch a fish

Destiny no matter what he will be with you no matter where you go i promise that and this i will always be there for you when you need me and so will Crystal

destiny sighs: but there will be that empty space... he's dead now... forever...

i walk over to a creek and look down at my broken reflection

he will even if i go and bring him here myself

destiny laughs a little but then looks down and says: i don't want him to be with me in my heart... i want him here with me...

i growl and stand up and walk off

no its has happened to me once before but you wen't born then. it doesn't hate you from the moment for you were born you brought joy into my heart as well as Crystal your a blessing more than anything. and it was my first love you died and then i met Crystal so you will find another but never forget him he will always be right here in your heart and here and i start to tickle Destiny

destiny shrugs her shoulders and whines: but this isn't happening to anyone else just me.... why does this world hate me... what did i do to deserve this.....

i walk in head down into the den and go to a far corner remembering kaages last words to tell destiny

What type of sickness? You know what maybe he should stay here with us till he passes away that way the last thing he see's is your face and he will remember you forever and ever. I look down and for the first time i see that she really cares about him. No you didn't do anything wrong fate is playing a cruel game with our family trying to break it up, break us down, turn us agianst each other like it did with me and your mom but because of that it made us stronger and better and as we get stronger it gets more cruel each time and now its focused on you because your turning the age when most pups leave the pack and start their own so it whats to ruin your life before it evens starts.
(Love you,
Snow

kaage looks down in a fit of coughing and then he rests his head on the ground and his breathes come out in rasps...

destiny: yes... he has a sickness that can't be fixed... he's gone... but couldn't he have left at my side instead of breaking my heart... i really loved him... i still do and always will...
destiny looks up and says: did i do something wrong...

what do you mean Kaage won't live? is something going to happen

i sigh to kaage: you just had to let her down like this...
destiny says: i do its just... its hard... kaage wont live...